confessions of cadburyFreak

2012-02-12T02:31:00.002+08:00

Its been afew days since I last had a proper rest. Im nt really sure why but I tried my best to ease my mind. Having a stoll along the beach wld be perfect. Just the wind..the cold.

syukur

2012-02-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

Alhamdurillah, tings are slowly back track. Maybe its still early to say but at least for now im happy with wat I had.

Abang wedding prep is almost 1/2 done left with his hantaran deco n venue..then we can take it to the next level. Hopefully tings go smoothly..all.the sacrifices done will be paid off.

As you all know..muhd farhan started of with a super big cast on his hand. Can Barely even move his fingers..but as of today. Im glad that you can even hold my hands tightly..to see ur smile again, it just makes my days go..uh lalala..hhaha. Left with one more ops to remove the screw then we can start ur wishes n wants..as much as I can..i always wish to be by ur side.

Daddy got a job..his pay was lower but yet he knows that at least it helps the family. Im proud of u papa..werk eversince you were 19 till today 40++..insyat llah, life will gets better. Lesser debt and more quality time. You.used to fetch me from school, now I may not be as good as you. But I will.try my best to fetch u from werk every saturday. Dats the least that I can do to pay back.

Story of my three hero..nisa doakan agar abg, farhan n ayah dpt apa yang dicari selama ini. Insyallah

The One That Got Away

2012-02-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

back from my peacful moments =)

2012-01-07T12:48:00.006+08:00

Syukur..all thanks to daddy. With his hard earn money we manage to go for another family trip.The last we had was 3-4 years back at KL, it was AWSOME!!. This time round daddy decided to close one eye and spend on Jakarta..wee..

The only difference is that abang didn't manage to join us due to his work. It was boring coz i had no one to complaint to and mummy cant stop her tears too.

Im gald that daddy's hardwork pays off. With his hard earn money mummy manage to have her very first airplane ride. Our first airplane ride as a family..haha, she was so scared to pee in the airplane. Coz you know why? daddy explain that there will be a suction to flush all the water off from the toilet bowl and she was scared that she might be sucked out too!! hahaha..ape saje ah mak ni.

It was very relaxing coz we dont have to keep thinking of which hotel to sleep and where to eat. Everything was planned nicely and we just follow the tour guide.I shall let the pictures do its talking =)

Second stop was Puncak- my dreams came true, to have my parents up on moutain with me =) . It was abit cold but super alot of tourist. Basically its a crater lake(used to a volcano but it exploded some time ago. Therefore the lava is still beneth, this explains when rain water is collected it will turn out to be hot..then tadaa...hot spring.)

First stop was jakarta..the cute bunny very cheeky tau, like to hug hug me so thight. I guess it the way they say hello..hahah.

Third stop was bandung!! aside from shopping..we went over to Trans Studio. Its bandung's version of Universal Studios. It has more thrilling rides that spore coz its open so u can see and feel yourself really flying to the sky. Like the small picture..it was a hell yeah!! hahaha..i turns 360 deg. but it gives me this feeling that it there is a malfunction, i will just drop dead, face down.

hehehe..i had fun during the New Year..what about you?

3rd enrty

2012-01-01T12:53:00.002+08:00

syg.. i cant wait to talk to u at nite bie, i had fun at jb smlm, shopping for anis hp bie.. mkn2 alot bie.. wish u were with me.. i miss u syg.. i see u lata k

ending the relaxing moment

2012-01-01T08:15:00.003+08:00

Sayang..im gald that u are slowly healing..i cant log into fb. Im gg home today my flight will be at night ayg, cant wait yo see you. Im sure you are getting better ayang. I miss u alot..u have fun today okay. Take care of yourself n ur family okay.
-pit pit-

2nd entry

2011-12-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

bie bie guess wat, anis finally got here phone, i told her to jus tak the que number and ask the retail if there is any stock, and the sales say no. anis is in doubt, i told her dun worry and i bet they will still have it at the counter, hahah, dari sakit sampai da baik bie.. haha.. abi abi, tmr i be going to jb k, dady drive. abi pagi tadi lawyer i from the bike show kol me, he will help me claim for my injuries nd the shop owner help me with my bike bie.. and i m so fat syg, i rot at home for 2 weeks+ bie.. cant wait to heal.. hope u are having fun bie, jalan2, shopping2, mkn2, tmr u going to check out kan then mlm check in tempt lain, have fun syg. ohhh btw i can reach my middle finger bie, yayyy!! miss u syg! muacks muacks!

harlo!! PoTpOt here!!

2011-12-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

Yang yang ask me to fill her up with my days without her in singapore, LONELY! me miss u so much syg. i should be still talking to her around this time. i be typing with one hand, so expect typo errors!! hahaha.

News updated, 2304 hrs she msg me using her mummy hp, cos didnt get any wi fi connectivity. yang, me miss u, i cant reply u cos nanti prepaid mummy habis. i story k bie. today is the day that u left me for 4 days to go to bandung with ur family, i can see ur dady so happy wen i saw ur family at kopitiam, kecian mummy u nangis bab abg dean tak ikut, next time k bie semua gi. abi, u tak nangis pun bile tinggalkan i, haha but i have a feeling u r sad syg. and i m glad u land safely at jarkata. btw me and mami sit down at Macdonalds @ t2, haha, chit chat with mami, haha when home ard 11+am

when i reach home, my bike shop kol me, to go to emend some reports for insurance, good thing dady took mc 1.5 days, dady can teman me haha, my hand still swollen btw, baby g is dying bie, left to rust. after that we wen to ICA to get some death certs for dady's dady mumi sister, onli can get dady's dady. yang lain kene kol NEA.

Meon kol me wen i m at ICA telling me dia da pass FTT after so many times.. haha. he ask about cik atan, then me and dady go down to cdc jumpe meon and cik atan, all settle by meon driving on that day itself, haha. yang heran ni, budak color blind boleh pass color blindness test ni.. haha.. bie bie, jgn blg meon i blg u ni, and jgn blg tunang dia ika, meon nak suprise her bile dia da pass..

to end the day with diner with semua gi arnold express @ pond, yg u pergi mkn seblm jumpe i.. haha.. treat them after very long time for not treating them.. anis pun sakit bie.. tak mkn byk. i end my night with this 1st entry to tell u wat i did today, hehe.. it have been silence while u buzzing me bie.. i miss u lots lots lots.

with full o missing u CINTA

potpot farhanisa

Hi I m farhan

2011-12-29T21:12:00.002+08:00

smile

2011-12-20T18:27:00.004+08:00

Dear Muhd Farhan,

Now that you are slowly recovering i really hope that it is an eye opener for both of us. Life is short..one moment we were just a call away and suddenly you met with an accident.

I doakan you cepat sembuh and for both of us to be a better person in the future. I miss you..i know its not easy for you now but insyallah you can go thru all this. Jia you!! I dont want to see you suffer in pain anymore. I dont like to hear you in pain either..you must attend all therapy sessions and finish up the medications okay..dont worry about the scar. With or without the scar, its your heart that matters.

I cant wait to go out with you..meet you and smell you =)

Love,
Nisa

2011-12-15T15:28:00.003+08:00

Dear Muhd Farhan,

Get well soon, it has been two days that i have not even talk to you and laugh. It kills me to see you sad and in pain. You took the risk to ride and i know that you are strong enough to go through all this. I promise to be by your side whenever i can.

14/12/2011..was the very 1st time you met with an accident, lesson learned and i hope you can recover soon. I cant wait to watch movie with you..tk akan ada orang yang sanggup suapkan cheese lagi. rest well and i promise once you recover we will go for a good dinner.

Love you huney bun

Tanda-tanda 100 hari sebelum hari kematian

2011-12-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

menghitung hari

2011-12-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

Counting down to the days left..in less than 48hours i will be seeing your smile. I can even smell and tickle tickle you.

ease of heart

2011-12-06T23:06:00.003+08:00

Waiting for huney bee to reach his hive..if u are reading this pardon me if I always like to disturb you. Im trying my best to ease the tummy. I hope that I can eat lots of food this saturday and im looking forward to sunday. It will be my very first visit to wild wild wet!! Yayyness..after 21yrs,hahaha. I prepare liow..i put aside the swimming attire. The day tlIm just waiting for the day. I hope this weekend will be a nice one for.me to enjoy . Yippies

down hill

2011-12-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

I will be uncontactable and if u really need to reach me try to get me. Arc crash on me thus all contacts gone!! i really mean gone..its like a brand new phone now. I still have this pop up icon that forever pops up. No fb, no emails, no messages, no wassap..alhamdurilah, dugaan ini akan ditempuh dengan penuh kesabaran. Lets put this as a test, its not a reason but im sure i will know more things as time goes on.

time will show

2011-11-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

rough patch

2011-11-23T00:08:00.003+08:00

It have been quite stressfull lately. With my savings gone..i start to wonder how shld I move on with life. No money no talk..haiz. Ya allah, ringinkan lah dugaan saya. Im not that strong anymore..i have thousand and one thoughts and I cant seems to work things out. My brain just cant work, I cant get my mind off and find the way out. Mungkin ada hikmahnya tapi belum jelas dinampak.

I feel as if im very low down under the deep blue sea. With the pressure and there is no way out from the blue sea. Maybe im just thinking too much but either ways, im still stuck.

2011-11-20T01:48:00.003+08:00

Im sorry that lately I am busy with him. But that does not mean that I forget everything about you. U choose to find me only when there is no one left to be with u. I used to be there..listen to u. Smile with you but I no longer want to.be in that situation. When ever u think that I am not the person that u are looking for u just put me aside. U dont even reply my msges..only.when u need me then to start with ur sweet words. I am not trying to compare you with my other gals but at least. As my fren, appreciate me for.who I am. I dont want to be in that situations which is why at times I prefer to be alone rather than to be with u..

Im sorry to be such a dissapointment to u

Turning 23rd this year!!

2011-11-20T00:30:00.006+08:00

I know that it has been quite some time ago but i will still post this out.

To you sweetheart,
Happy 23rd Birthday!!

I hope you love the surprises arrange for you. It was speechless to see your shocking look on the 10.11.11. Hahaha..didn't expect me to be there right. Your mama can keep secret really well.

Im not that rich to give you expensive gifts but what i had for you was sincerely from the bottom of my heart. From the surprises and dinner then down to my candle light lunch and lastly USS!! finally bie we manage to step into USS. I shall let the pictures do the talking

Sayang dier...

I hope you love the celebration dear

Love,
Khairunnisa

2011-11-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

To all the islam out there..selamat menjalani haji. Semoga dipermudahkan perjalanan dan kesihatan.
Amin

a big fat THANK YOU my love

2011-10-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

Nothing felt much better than meeting you..seeing you and able to talk to you. I know lately i have been such a pain in the ass. I just to want to trouble you, yes i know that i am not a trouble to you but at least i don't want to steal your precious rest time with your family. I feel bad cause lately you have been very busy with work and you didn't have much time with them. Nevertheless,i happy to have you by my side.

Friday
It was one of my lazy days, clock off from work and i was super cranky. Decided to went home and later head over either to vivo for yong to fu or payar lebar for waffle ice-cream. Muhd Farhan was such a lovely bf by insisting to accompany me for dinner eventho he is super tired. I love the food, it was merely heaven..we eat till we fat. hahaha..

Saturday
We decided to head over for movie, back to the old place where we use to meet each other for our first few dates. Hahaha..down the memory lane..
Manage to catch Paranormal Activity 3..thumbs up, eventho i ended 70% through out the show covering my mouth. Trying my best not to shout in the cinema. then..the best part was there was a flee market!!! and yayness!! i manage to get lipsticks that i want. It was exactly the type that i want..and it was 50% off!! a whole stretch of variety. He was very confused to see me walk to and fro just to find the ones that i want. I ended up buying three instead of just one.

On that particular day itself, i bought a small bag..see, this is how i pamper myself. Then when we headed over to bugis, it was another shopping spree..hehehe. I manage to get an owl, i know it may sound weird but thats me..i don't like wearing what's common. Thank you for the shirt..big dinner and supper.

Ayang, thank you so so much for being there for me. I tau you penat sangat-sangat, i can see it in your small eyes, your face and i bet your legs are tired too caused of the walks that you accompany me. You always pamper me when i need it..you need to learn that at times im just the normal gal that like to buy things especially online. You have to stop me from spending more if not, you will be seeing me eating bread for lunch everyday.

Thanks love..

2011-10-24T21:32:00.001+08:00

Waiting for farhan to end his work. Its quite a slow monday for me. No OT for the meantime cz we are not making much business. My day in the office started with a madness encounter. We had an unexpected guest, they came to check on the perimeters of the building. Yeap..the N.E.A guys. Came over to check if there are any breeding ground for the mosquitos. Ai sey bedah..pusing punya p.using..they saw one spot. And ah!!! There waa super a lot of those wiggle2 worms and pupa..omg!!! It looks exactly like the ones in the advertisement. This is dangerous and risky..any time and anywhere anyone can get dengue.Im so gg to do something abt it. You shld keep a lookout too. Love ur family? It all starts from the house

2011-10-21T20:04:00.003+08:00

Dear frens..Especially my gals n muhd farhan, im sorry that lately I have been very quite. Im sorry if it seems like I am running away from you. I dnt know why and I cant explaint. I dont want to meet anyone now..i prefer to be on my own. im sorry that I can be there for u. Love, NisaA piece of advise- value the relationship n treasure the ones that have been there for u.

2011-10-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

I may not know how his pop was, neither did I know much about his past n family. But hey im not a useless gf, coz for all I know he did enjoyed his ns life, he did have lovely parents n sister that is always by his side. And im happy that way..i dont want to force him to be what I want. I want him to be best for both me n him. Dats all that i want, a simple life. I am not gg to envy what you have coz I know n bersyukur that is this is the best I have.

2011-10-12T22:23:00.007+08:00

This shall be a reminder to me. its only the 2nd hurdle of the month and im left with afew notes in my wallet. Yup yup..only 5 dollars n 2 dollars. Never thought it would come this soon..but its okay. I did on enjoyed the 1st week. Spend quite a sum for new sets of clothes. Proper ones, no online stuff..therefore its confirm plus chop that I can fit in. New motto in working life, dat is to work at least 16hrs of ot which is approx. 6 days in a month. Then I can freely spend the money.

Its only wednesday and im forcing my eyes open. Its only the 5 day of ot,jia you!! I believe I can do this. If muhd farhan can ot everyday. I also can..then I can buy more chocolates, ice creams n yeah!! Shopping.

List of things to do with my up coming pay
1) restock my make-up bag..plus the new nxy lipstic. The b53/doll looks super nice.

2) manhattan fish market with love..i will need abang to sponsor some too. Big big family dinner.

Shoes checked, pants checked and tops too..hmm..i need want the bag. Looks nice but it will.cost a bomb..so that shall be by end of year. GSS will be specially for bag.

Aside from all that im enjoying my life as it is..only problem is im getting more sensative lately. I need to be more positive n smile always.

Remember..u might not know that ur smile can make someone's day =)

2011-10-04T19:47:00.001+08:00

I miss him..alot n alot.

I miss you so much

2011-09-25T15:18:00.003+08:00

Woking have been a dreadful matter suddenly..not just me, even bf feels so. I ot for the past 4dAys while have been ot everyday. Envy him for the amount of cash he will receive at the end of the month. But at the same time..its sad to see him very tired and worn out. Be strong dear..everyone is like us. Work extra hard to earn a better living.

As a reward we both decided to meet on saturdays and shake our ass off frm everything. Last week we had our first Fish & Co. date. It was a bit like manhattan fish market just that the portion is more. Lovely dinner after Fd5 and awsome time resting. As for this week..we manage to catch another movie too..after oursurprising lunch. We headed to Razack's place. Lunch was dim sums!! Again..we fiest on a variety spread of food. We then headed over to filmgrade n watch Jhonny english. U shld catch it too..it does helps both of us to laugh n release stress.

With that I shall declare that our weekdays are pain in the ass..but weekend is something that we both look forward too. To spend time and rest from all the thinking. Thanks bf..i had a lovely weekend. See you in the next chapter

2011-09-16T10:00:00.004+08:00

Starting to realise that as days pass by..it seems that i dont smile that often anymore. I dont see the reason to laugh my ass of nor to enjoy this moment of life...yes it sucks to be this way. There is something that i would like to confess but i just cant open my mouth to share yet..its really heavy for the heart to bear.

Days goes on..i just hope and pretend that everything is fine. I am not even sure if this is the right way to react. Even if i were to tell the truth..life will never be the same also. Trying my very best to cherrish every moment in life. I hope by doing so..the people around will be smiling coz that is the main reason why im here.

Slowly i will have to pick up my life..mend everything and move on for a better life.

i guess..

2011-09-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri semua..maaf zahir dan batin

from Ash Burn's Family=)

19th Ramadhan with you

2011-08-19T10:39:00.006+08:00

Hi Muhd Farhan,

Im starting to miss you. With you being sick, i can't help but to think and think. I know you want to work hard for the future. But don't push yourself too hard okies. I can't wait to see you. I wonder if your face look better now coz of the rashes you had. And PLEASE, don't scratch it anymore kay. Scratching will only make it worst tau. I have more surprises for you..but wait till 28th Ramadhan okies. Do you want to have the same deal as we did last year? or u nak a new deal? hmm..we discuss when we meet kay.

Im rotting at work. At times bile busy, im super busy till i have to OT. At times..im falling asleep. But its nice working here..kite doakan awak cepat cepat settle down with the job. Tiring for you, but if like it then go for it.

me MISS YOU

2011-08-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

Im glad that we manage to breakfast together..eventho its on the 14th Ramadhan. Unlike the other days..our 14th ramadhan was spend with just the two of us. We head down to geylang si paku geylang..spend 2hrs to find what's reasonable and nice. We did not buy any couple baju kurung, neither did we bought the same colour. I settle down with pink while muhd farhan here settle with purple with dark pink tone. Believe it or not..we went geylang this year just to buy baju kurung.

After the tiring day, we headed down to yum yum some chinese food. Dim sums, dumplings..it was a great iftar with you. A very relaxing evening with the breeze before we head home. Im glad that we spend time together..i know its not easy for you. Kesian u, have to fully jam pack ur day just to meet me. Xie xie ni.

Thank you so much, I appreciate the time you had for me :-D

2011-08-14T00:49:00.003+08:00

The whole day was spend on the little room of mine..just a simple touch. As much as i hate pink, i have to accept that its the colour of my room. Well, it looks nice though =D

So yeah.. after all pink is not bad lah. Ohh..beware of unglam pictures kay.

the very first thing to do..to dust off all the dirt =p

next..to get the pinky pink ready for the walls..its good to have daddy working at a paint company. We bought like ten tins of paint for this year, hahaha..but its also the last. Next year he will no longer work there..which also means i dont want to be bothered to paint the walls anymore. hahaha

her tired face..kesian dier ekh, kene tolong kakak dier paint 2 coats for each walls. hahaha..by then she was complaining. Coz we are both short..not as tall as daddy..unlike last 2 years, we had daddy to help us with the top ones. But since this year he was not free..we both look like jumping dumplings..hahaha. To lazy to use the chair, we just jump to reach the most corner that we can get.

The mess we made..

3 quarter done with the room..taddaa, pinky pink

walls done, left with the curtains, cushions and tables. Yippie!!

2011-08-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

I miss those moments we had, those time that we spend with each other.

I miss you

9 august 2011

2011-08-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

Thank you for the wonderful journey. Finally we went out of spore tgther..i had fun today, it was a free and easy squeezy day. Although earlier this morning I thought it was a wrong decision. But im glad that the short gateway was very relaxing. I swear..i did not think of anything except for shopping n food.

Thanks my dear..i love today, I love the people that I had around me today. And hey, u too!!

2011-08-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

The sad truth that we all have to accept is Nobody's perfect. Yes, you may try your very best to be perfect especially for your love ones. You may lie eveyone out there..but you can never lie to yourself. How long can you pretend to be perfect? One fine day, you will confirm blast off. Its always better when people accept the other side of you. With that you do not have to lie till death..you will never hurt other people feelings. Allways remember to apprecite the stone rather than the diamond. Coz the stone will always be around you..unlike the diamond.

2011-07-27T00:42:00.002+08:00

Thank you awak..for sending me back home. I know that you are very tired..ur face shows everything. U need a lot of rest. So..sunday will not be a running date kay. We shld go lepak instead..nk try bowling tk? It will be our first experience. I know that you are trying very hard to save as much money as you can for a better future. But I dnt want you to push urself too much that you will fall sick. You never took mc in ur army days..so if u were to get sick, I will surely be very worried. At times..u shld not think of harta dunia. Think about ur family time kay..itu adalah satu amalan jugak tau. I doakan..u dpt save and get what you want. Semoga perjalanan u dipermudahkan..amin

2011-07-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

syukur alhamdurilah..in less than a week all muslims will be celebrating ramadhan. From my point of view..Its a celebration whereby people will fight to do as much good deeds as possible. Muslims will take this oppourtunity to feel how people in other places had to suffer due to hunger n thirst. We will learn to appreciate the meaning of life in every aspect. Lets try to make full use of ramadhan..coz you will never know if this is your last ramadhan.

2011-07-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

I feel so lonely

2011-07-24T19:41:00.004+08:00

Setiap org ada ragam masing masing kan..hmm. Ade yg suke melihat orang merana, ada pula yg suke mencuba segala sehinngkan tidak sedar bahawasanya dier telah membuat seseorang itu merana. Walaupun tanpa disedari..hati itu telah dilukai. Tapi bagaimana pula jika hati yg telah disakiti itu memang dari asalnya senang terguris. Susah untuk setiap orang menjaga hati dan perasaan antara satu sama lain..hmm

2011-07-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Every lives has its ups and downs..as for me im glad that I finally settle down with a job. It may not be the best job ever or the highest pay ever. But I am glad that I can now balance my time. I have time for my family, frens and honey bun. Back to the old me..helping mama with the housework..fetch daddy frm his ot shifts. On the other note..my chest pain have been better..alhamdurilah.

Days was spend on paper works and movies..yes..movies. You shld watch "Sekali Lagi", its very nice, grab your pillow n snuggle in ur bed while enjoying this movie.

I hope that my weekend will be relaxing n stress free. Cant wait to meet honey bun after a week of busy moments. Its time to rest in each others arms..i miss you so much. I really hope that you are doing fine. Im sorry for the troubles that u have to go through coz of me.

Well..have a great weekend ahead people =)

2011-07-17T01:34:00.003+08:00

I might be a bit late here, but that does not mean that i am not happy or excited about the celebration.

I had a blast!!

Happy 24th Months FarhaNisa

Im glad that eventho we did not manage to celebrate it on the date itself, we did enjoy the time we had together. Just the me and you..the pre and post celebration.

Sentosa was where we first know each other..as you all may know. I used to be his camp instructor. We only met a year after the camp end..and it was all because of friendster. Still remember friendster?? hahaha..that was how everything starts.

2 years ago on 4th July 2009. We had our first date at Wdlands Civic Center..on that very day, we had cinamon melts and we catch transformer together. Not to forget, that was the first few days that we took the bike together and you got 'saman'. hahaha..$100 poof just like that on our first date.

So on our 2nd ani..we catch transformers again but this time round it was over at tampines mall. Instead of cinamon metls..we had chocolate melts. Im very glad that we manage have just like the old days. BUT no 'saman' this time round. hahaha..

Muhd Farhan, i have something to tell you.

I know that things are getting more difficult. Like what i have said before, its not about your NS life..its about how we survive the days after NS my dear. Im sorry if you are having a very though time handling me lately. I am still trying to accept the fact that you have ORD. Which means that we are both in the reality living..working adults bro. Don't fool around anymore..get your finance stable and you know..the thing that we always want to, lets do it.. i believe that you can save up and get a diploma with your own cash. To add on to that, you baby M needs a new sister. Money is a big time issue, we will get what we want kay.

I love you for the way you are.
I dont want you to be taller just because people keep saying that i am taller than you
i dont want you to be fatter just because i say that i like you being cute
i dont want you to quit smoking just because i ask you to
i dont want you to be angry just because i always complaint that you never get mad at me

Lastly...Be strong and keep doing what you have done, insyallah, we both will be fine.

Sayang...ILYMM(hehehe)

2011-06-21T14:21:00.004+08:00

i saw this..no hard feelings, just sharing

2011-05-25T00:15:00.010+08:00

Nite with love

a short date that we had was a great get away frm the hussle of life. eventho my plan did nt turn out like how it was meant to be. ;)

a simple dinner at macd..we created our own potpit burger =D

hahaha..it was a combination of his dbl mc spicy with my dbl cheeseburger.

we made it through the jam,u made it..hhaha. i was just beside happily singing..the wrong entry to the filter lane, the cramp jam, the simple dinner n the movie that we catch frm youtube. it just made my day,time pass very slow today. it felt so good to have you ard. from the bottom of my heart. thank you so much MUHD FARHAN!!!

ORD yeah!!

2011-05-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

Im glad that lately..whenever im down. The rain will be pouring to cheer me up. Alhamdurilah

2011-04-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

i dont have any explanations for this.

i don't know why..

I feel very shitty..

i have this very deep revengeful feelings

i felt betrayed

i felt sad

i don't know why im making stupid conclusions about things when everything seems to be perfectly fine.

Nisa..can you be more positive minded. Y think so much and why envy about others and their past.

Sigh..haiz

2011-04-26T19:58:00.004+08:00

Dear Muhd Farhan,

I have no idea if you are able to read this but i just wan to share this bit with you..do you know we are left with 2 days.

Time past very fast and i hope we both did learn a lot through out all this time.I've learn that Love is not just about the ups and downs..its about how you deal wit the mistakes that we did and learn from it. Fix it rather then to let it shatter. Face it rather then to further break it.

28 April 2008

i hope you don't mind me posting this..i just want this bit of memories to be in my blog and i can always read it any time.

2011-04-24T18:57:00.001+08:00

2011-04-20T18:37:00.002+08:00

I wish that time could me more kind to us. I miss you

2011-04-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

2011-04-10T13:20:00.003+08:00

Life has been great lately except for the monetary part..

Mummy got better after she took her medication..daddy ended is school lessons. Baiya manage to get an increment in his pay..I got a job!!.

Im super glad that lately my life is slowly getting better for now..coz i may be up here now but it will not be for forever. Life is like a wheel, at times u will be high up while at the other times..you will be down. Im just going to cherish every moment in life. Slowly but surely =)

Weekends was lovely..3weeks ago we went to clean this nest. The week after..we had dinner together and just yesterday we went out for window shopping =).

It was a wonderful day plus weird and spine chilling . At first, i almost called off our meet up coz he need to go for his lessons. You only have a few days left before the test and you will be in camp. But you took the risk..thank you, coz you will insist on meeting me.

We meet up at payar lebar and this pau pau made me laugh, eventho i was angry on the fisrt place, kesian dier ekh kene marah2. hahaha.. took the 2 seater 'taxi' and we headed to NEX shopping center. It was our virgin trip and i didn't expect it to be that big. Almost as big as Vivo and the same thing happens..as usual. We both ended up turning here and there and everywhere. Our main mission was to check on the prices for the phones. I must say that there is almost everything that you will need. Its like a one stop center..you know, you can just get what ever you want there under one roof. Just that you will need lil bit of effort to walk around for it.

Once mission accomplished we settled down for a simple lunch. It was on the house yo!! hahaha..he paid for our lunch at the restaurant.(feeling-feeling kaye)gues where did we go?? hahahaha..Pizza Hut Restaurant!!. It was our 1st time having lunch together at pizza hut. Too bad we didn't had the opportunity to snap pictures for memories. But dont worry kay coz i will always remember it. It was also because we made a deal between the both of us. If either one of us pass our licence, the other party will have to pay for the food. Hahaha..thank you so much for choosing pizza hut coz i was craving for it. THANK YOU Muhd Farhan

After which we wanted to head off to Sengkang wetland but it was pouring heavily. We got stuck under the block for almost an hour before we proceed.

Sengkang wetland..I must admit that from a distance, it looks quite nice and a warm place to chill. We decided to follow the brigde down to the middle of the wetland. I guess he already sense that something is not right. Just after he switch of the engine, the 1st words was. "Macam gelap je..you ok ke? nk pegi ke?" . I swear to you it looks perfect at that point of time except for the gamelan sound. Who in the world would want to play gamelan at the park? I think they must have a motif for doing so..somemore why do they choose to play it at night. hmm..

In the middle of the wetland, there is a mangosteen look a like shelter. When we were otw to the shelter there was a few people that was walking around however when we reached there it was just us. The others have made their way back out of the wetland. As per normal,we started to talk abt our day, plans and opinions..the usual talk. But then aisey bedah!! suddenly there was this wierd sound. It sounded like a bird however it was not the usual sound. It was as if its a special breed.. My heart was thumping fast. Eversince i started going outdoor a few years ago..i always remember this saying 'if there is a weird sound nearby you..dont bother about it and just walk off as if nothing happens'. We look at each others face and we went silent for a minute. Then he decided to get out of the shelter to look for the bird or see what is going on outside. He didn't saw anything nor any bird..not at all. As soon as he turn back i heard another sound. But this time, its not a bird sound. I swear that my heart almost sinks. Grab our helmets and bag and quickly get out of the wetland, never turning back.

Only when we reach back gombak then we talk abt it..i thought i was the only one that heard the sound. But he heard it too..we both heard the laughing sound!! argh..i should have just follow his words. When said abt the park was too dark..we should just go off from that place. Thank god nothing happen to us. Im sorry that i put you through all this. I cant stop imagining wat would happen if we went further into the wetland. It was just few hours ago and the sound is still in my head. I cant sleep that well and i get very paranoid. i hope and wish that i will have busy days ahead so that i can just forget about that laughter sound.

We will go back there some day..but not at night nor on the evening. We will only go there during the day, broad daylight and with more people around. Phew..

Children Buried Alive in the Amazon

2011-04-06T23:11:00.001+08:00

Is this for real? so cruel!!

2011-04-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

whats going to happen next?? im totally clueless

2011-03-31T17:57:00.002+08:00

im very greatful for what had happened, even if it was the most painful truth that i have to accept. I will try my best..now, its time. I shall only keep the good ones..while the bitter ones will be locked in one side of the little space in me. I guess..im back to the old hobbies. I will learn to run away from the difficult times.

very -very funny english speaking.mpg

2011-03-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

banyak la kau nye english speeking is a undertaker play.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

2011-03-26T19:10:00.002+08:00

2011-03-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

i only realise that i have this pictures @ 11pm..yet you didnt even say a word abt it. Thank You for this wonderful four days being with you. I know that it is not easy for you..but yet im happy to see all this and believe that effort is all that it takes. If both you and me look on the bright side and put in our best effort..then insyallah, it will be a smooth journey.

2011-03-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

having this 3 days with you was more then what i expected..i cant wait for tmrw. Baby shower..hmm, pictures and more picture hopefully ;)

*thanks for the never ending comments and helping me to find the perfect one

2011-03-17T13:04:00.002+08:00

1) The tyre got flat and so we spend $500 on it

2) Abang needs 2k for the downpayment of his house

3) Daddy met with an accident and we had to spend $650 for the damages. Not including the year end premium which may increase up to 3K

4) mummy got sick

im sure about what is going to happen next but im just hoping for some miracle to happen and to make our life better.

2011-03-17T00:20:00.005+08:00

I must admit that this time round everything went smoothly, alhamdurillah. It was hard not to have you around for 11days but im glad i made it through this time. In fact you even made the effort to plan our day. We only have a few hours yet we manage to do a lot of things to catch up.

Despite the rain, we manage to get to the destination safely. A little bit of the wetness but it was fine. Romantic kan ujan2 sambil dating. Hahaha..We had dinner at Evertop Boneless Chicken Rice. It was not as usual, this time round we had a plate of chicken rice each, 1 plate of mixed veggie, 1 full plate of boiled eggs, omelette and kampong style tofu and to top it of..we both had teh tarik. It was heaven!! ouh la la..kan b kan?? super full by then. That was only the 1st part..

So since we had a very good meal..the 2nd part was to drag our heavy feet and full stomach for window shopping!! We went up and down and left and right..hahahah. After the good walk from one end to another..we settled down for an early supper. Bought Chewy Junior..1 for $1 (quite a good deal). Then we slack and had our sweet time..chit chatting while eating.

The last but not least..before you went off. You surprised me with the bear, it was very thoughtful of you my dear. I swear..it smells like you ar.

Now when i think about it..its kind of funny. Im used to calling you bear..now that i really have a bear, it smells like you and it was made by the army 'cloth'. We have come this far..soon enough you will ORD. Then welcome to the reality life my dear. Its now that i am afraid of.. =(

2011-03-13T01:56:00.002+08:00

Dear Chubby Cheeks aka PotPot,

Do you know that its been exactly a week that i didn't see you..counting down to the 3 more days. I know i won't be able to have all your time but im glad that at least i am part of it. Im gald that this time round i don't whine anymore..

Love,
Pitpit

2011-03-06T01:56:00.004+08:00

What more can i ask for, i totally enjoyed my weekends with the love ones. Spending time with the family was the best thing ever. Endless ride to no where..coz daddy always have problems with the singapore road. We will end up at a different place, that's what usually happen. hahahah..im so going to miss him when he is not around.

We had dinner at clementi, a simple one. Chinese rojak with a can of drink. Yet we still laugh with each others joke and those precious smiles. It just made my day..Frm the west down to the east...daddy drove to changi beach. Oh did i mention i had a new boy in the family, Shukri is his name. Endless talk with shukri when we were on the way to Changi made me realise that after all my life change a lot. Back then when i was small..my parents use to buy proper clothing for me. There will always be a pair of socks, shoes when ever we go out. Mummy will dress me up, oh not to forget those powder that will end up on my face. I will always look white instead of fair. Daddy will always help me to comb and tie my hair. Coz i had these long curly hair that i never knew how to manage it. So daddy will take at least 1/2hr to comb it and tie it for me.

I just miss those days..it was nice to lie on her legs and chat with her. If back then daddy used to feed me food. Now i am feeding them and i am proud to say that eventho i may not earn a lot. But at least i can satisfy their stomach needs and wants. I love you mummy and daddy!! You are the light of my life..the electricity, the batteries, the light bulb..and many many more

2011-02-28T22:38:00.002+08:00

tings are different lately, very much different. Would you like if i were to do the same thing as what you did to me? I bet you don't coz its the matter of pride. I thought you were one of those that i can trust and be true to but i was WRONG!! thanks for the sweet and bad moments. Its an eye opener for me..even though we know each other for very long, it means nothing to you.

If you are true to me, you will keep all the shits abt me to yourself like what i did to all your shits. But then again, u decided to share it with others..u took the risk and i NEVER force you to do so and again..no worries. I will keep all your dirty little things to myself and i won't be selfish enuf to share it with others.

what do you get from doing this? what is you motif?

2011-02-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

1 week have past, i know its not going to be easy for both you and me but im looking on the brighter side of life. Its a sudden huge change for me..coz eventho for the past 1year and 7months you were in camp, at least you can msg me when ever i need you to be with me. But now its gg to be way different. You will be on 10days duty, within this 10days i cannot msg you dat much and no more lights off too!! hmm..tsk =(

i hope that this 2nd week will be better for me, coz i can expect the outcome. Im sure you will be happy to hear this honey, im slowly having more time with my family and i will try my best to be equal. With Shukri and my family around..i look forward to be home early every single day after work. Dont worry about me okies, i have the gals to go out with and spend time. Its almost thursday, which also means 8days to go.

I have some plans on my mind..i hope that we can enjoy it once you book out. 5months to go, bear with all this..then...ORD oh!! then i hope i can steal more of you time. hehehe..

2011-01-29T12:29:00.001+08:00

try to keep this..but its hurting me. Do you even bother to know? silent seems to be the best way but there are always limits

2011-01-12T20:32:00.005+08:00

11.01.11

I have so many things to share with but of course i will make it short and sweet..hrmm, i had an advance celebration, i had a celebration on the day itself and i am looking forward to the belated celebration. Yayy!! indeed it is great to be 21years old with all these people around. Ah..look at the gifts. Its the most that i had in my life..

you want close up??

I totally love this..its just what i need =)

then here comes the full bag of sweets and chocolates

you know what? your love ones will always know what you like the best and that is these foods!!

Just what i need for my day out

for the 1st time i got my name on the pendant..heart shape some more ar..

something memorable to use and i bet..i didn't expect this friend of mine to write the whole page of words

Last but not least..i had a box of the seashell chocolates..

and i end it on the day itself, hehehe...

THANK YOU everyone for making my 21st the year to start with. ;P

2011-01-02T01:06:00.002+08:00

i must admit that lately i am enjoying myself. I manage to spend quality time with my family, meet love almost 4 times a week, spend on the wants and needs and i cleared my stage 3. Fuhh..it was just so nice to have things in my hands. But yar..i wont be up here for so long u see..it took me almost 3 months to save the money to enjoy this month.

Wats next??

1. get my license

2. get a job

3. perhentian

4. save 1000

5. get a new phone

6. repair my lappy (coz i got more then hundreds pics and memories in it)

7. get mummy and daddy a nice place for vacation

more to come but for now..dats the few reasons why i shld pack more food frm home and reduce on spending $$

2010-12-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

cross finger..im taking the risk. I hope it will be good

Yet another reason why we should appreciate each others love

2010-12-12T10:16:00.008+08:00

It was a day to be remembered..

We had a very early meet up. Our stomach was grumbing by then, but we decided to get the something for her sis first. Eventho we didn't manage to get breakfast due the time but we had wonderful lunch together. Macdonals..all time favourite.

Fill our stomach then wee!! we went off to shop for groceries. Its PIZZA time!! yayy!! we had mushrooms(which he dsnt really like..hahah), peppers, cheese..all with the big trolley. I swear he was complaining coz it was such a cramp place yet i still want to use the trolley instead of the basket. Hehehe..sorry awak, menyusah kan je kan. I know..i sengaje.

Oh!! i still remember the look at his face,when we wanted to pay for the stuff. He came to me and said that he lost his bike key!! wth..kanchiong liow!! rush back home ar..

then...

i called baiya..hahaha(my eldest brother), he manage to find the key. It was at his seat..hahaha..pity honey bun he was super stress at that moment.

we start our day with preparing the ingredients..cutting, washing and playing..hehehe

At 1st we thought that using the normal bread was the best option coz the pizza base that we saw was not that big either and it was little too costly.

But hey!! mummy surprise us..she started to dig out the old recipes that she had and tadaa!! we found "how to make pizza".

Folding the flour, mixing it with sugar..and yayy!! the dough

And..we customize it with tender love and care.

our master piece

Done with baking..and its movie time!! nacos with coke and the cute small little bag of sweet popcorns that we get for free.. it was a great movie and worth the money.

As night turns..we head to woodlands border. Had our pizza there before it started to rain heavily. Once the cloud clears..we ended our day. By then both of us were tired..im glad that i had you the whole day.

tink of us

2010-12-12T09:49:00.002+08:00

2010-12-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

I just wanna say

Happy 1year plus 5 months.

2010-12-01T22:56:00.003+08:00

Yeah..finally.

3 things done today:

1) manage to run

2) spend time with my family

3) update blog and the blog skin

4) msn with ida n nana

Im so happy that i can squeeze in the time for you..

2010-11-24T22:12:00.002+08:00

can i cry? i just want to cry. there is something that is not right and i have yet to find what it is. I have no reason to explain why lately my feelings are very unpredictable. I get happy easily and the next moment i will be super sad. Then at times i will get angry due to the smallest thing in the world. Gosh...i hate myself for being like this.

2010-11-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to be said..i am just disappointed with myself, with the way i am. May its true that i am not trying hard enough and my best to grab hold of things. I am just a looser..a plain looser. I always make you loose things instead of gain. I made you suffer more then happy and i guess i even made you loose the people around you just because of me..the best thing for now is to leave me..isnt that so?

2010-11-16T15:25:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since we all meet up and talk. Since i started work i must admit that i didn't manage to talk with you. I didn't manage to even say hi to you. I am very sorry for doing so..i miss you alot. Can we meet up soon? maybe in december for another day out. Laughing our hearts out, sharing our days..i miss you gals badly. If you are reading this, please..tell me if you will be free on the 4th of december. It would be a saturday...a date to onan rd. Makan karipap..nk? nk?

2010-11-05T16:15:00.004+08:00

Im gald that before your busy week starts..we are able to spend time together. Alhamdurillah, we manage to celebrate the little things in both of our life..to sum things up. It was the day that you were very positive and decided to go for ur TP. It was also the day to celebrate our anniversary and it was also an advance celebration for your birthday. I hope you like it and you enjoy yourself.

Look at him..enjoying ekh. Sampai dah tk leh sumbat lagi

We had a heavy lunch, but im glad that you smile despite all odds and troubles. That's my honey bun!! hahaha. Still strong and good despite the all problems that you have.

2010-10-21T20:15:00.004+08:00

I miss you honey bun. He's not as bun as he used to be..nw he is more of the hard bun. haha

I just miss him..since the day i start it seems like we seldom have the time to talk. With the situation that we are in now..its harder. But its okay, i shall wait for the day to spend my time with him.

oh..oh..guess wat, this guy hat i had for the 1st time..you should see my face. He was laughing his ass off la. But a great achievement for my life. I know how to skate (but with guidance la). Well..im glad that i did spend his weekend with me. And the fact that now its before you get busy. Now its my turn to give in kay. U shall spend ur weekend with ur family. I dnt mean bad..i will miss u dats for sure. But parents and family will be everything in your life and future..

2010-10-01T10:05:00.005+08:00

I don't mean to be negative..but you as a girlfrend. What would you think and how would you feel if someone tell you this.

"ur BF tk bilang u ker? my BF told me on the 9th. u werking that day? tapi tk tau confirm ke tk"

Its heart breaking to know that you are always the last person to know.

2010-09-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

Dear PitPit FarhaNisa, below are your love test result:
1 : You take your time and do not fall in love easily.
2 : In a relationship you give 50% and expect 50% in return.
3 : You asked the family member to get your significant other.
4 : You like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.
5 : You like to see him/her a lot.
6 : You love the person the way s/he is.
7 : You will tend to stay in love for a long time.

hrm..quite true la

2010-09-26T18:03:00.005+08:00

Raya with honey bun

We had our very 1st raya together in green. He made his way to meet me personally so that we could have our very 1st raya picture together. Sad to say, the weather was unpredictable. One moment it was raining heavily and the other moment it was warm and humid.

The guys had their sessions under the blocks..gelek here and there, haha .

It was a great day afterall, meeting your frens and getting to know them better.

Our day ended at his place, by then everyone was very tired and shag. His mummy showed his golden years pictures. Hahaha..back then when he was still young and small. The 1st time when he ride a toy bike, the 1st scar that he had which stays with him till now. See la..naught boy, tak mcm i kan. Hahaha..

We decided to exchange raya cards. Yes, it sounds very oldies but at least i have something to bring with me. To see and to be kept as a treasure.

I didn't expect you to make this wonderful card. Well, truthfully speaking i thought a guy can't do much. But hey!! i was wrong. He did customise the card with a pop-up hor kay, our picture some more..which i am still trying to figure out how to do it. I thought my colourful card can beat yours..hahaha.

Thank You so much for the effort, care and concern.

Sayang, truthful and jujur. Let's do this together kay. Insyallah.

2010-09-20T11:00:00.002+08:00

I had a bundle of joy and some sour plums on the way..

1)I met honey bun twice in a week..wat more can i ask for. We chat, we talk...after so long, some secrets was revealed. hahaha..naught cheeky ekh..

2)Had great month with this freak..hahaha. I never expect to still stay strong after our primary sch life. That was like wat? ard 14 years

had my virgin hair dye by this gal, had our 1st cooking sessions and our crazy last minute shopping for raya with her..

2010-09-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

Never expect someone to change because by doing so you start to put high hopes and start to see the wonderful future. When the truth is our lives will never always be wonderful. There is always ups and downs.

When you start to put high expectations you will tend be the one that get hurt and feel disappointed.

I may be the one saying all this but i swear it is not easy not to put hopes on someone. Especially if they are your love ones. I guess for now this is my bestfren. I can pour out anything and everything here.

2010-08-26T14:05:00.003+08:00

i read a fren's status and i wonder...

people always says that if a guy were to enter his NS life..often end their relationship with their gfs. Is that so??

2010-08-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

Remember those days when we meet at Dhoby Ghaut? the movie days that we used to have...those were the days when we started to know each other more. At that point of time your beloved bike was not in our story yet. To make things easier for you and me, we decided to meet in the middle. And i always exit at the wrong place at times you have to wait for me coz i took the wrong train. Hahaha..

When we went back there..it was a great time to recall all those memories and i cant stop but to laugh and smile at the way we are. You treat me so well that i feel bad and afraid if i might not be able to treat you the same way too. When i complaint about my aching feet i thought you would only be a listening ear and comfort me. But i was wrong..instead you bend down to rub my feet. Those blisters were painful and i swear i walk like an idiot. You made my day..you made me smile and blush.

If i never say so, i would like to tell you that i am very fortunate to have you by my side. I never felt so much love and care before from a guy. I love you my dear!!

2010-08-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

sesunguhnye nisa geram..confused sangat sangat. Nisa tk nak marah marah kerane sesungguhnye ini bulan ramadhan. Nisa kene banyak banyak bersabar tapi ape bole buat kalau hati hari hari sakit. Membara sia hati...terbakar.

oh lupe...

dah hangus pon!! ergh!!

2010-08-13T16:39:00.002+08:00

ever felt that you were being pushed around? Everytime you thought that it was over but you were wrong. Some how your heart feels uneasy and you keep thinking of negative way out. Maybe its just the way human..its easy for someone to say that i should think positive..but hey. Wats the point of repeating those words if you can't help me to get rid of those negative thoughts.

Im trying my best to push away all the bad experience that i had. But i cant do all this alone. If you can't help me then its ok, but please to fool around. Just move away and give me more space to breath.

2010-08-09T10:50:00.000+08:00

Lagenda Budak Setan Official Trailer

2010-07-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

2010-07-25T16:13:00.014+08:00

That day, you cook specially for me..with the heart shape nuggets. You took the lead to plan and guide me. You carried the heavy bag and you made snap the most number pictures i ever did in a day. It just makes me smile and lost of words. Thank You so much for everything.

04. 07. 2010

My dear,

Allow me to spill out a bit of the truth. About a month ago, when you told me that we are going to Jurong Birdpark to celebrate our 1year. I didn't really look forward to it because i thought it would be a very boring place to go on a date. But i must admit that weeks before our trip to the JBP i was so excited. I never thought we would be able to go this far..happily without any big fight and conflicts.

hehe..I bought new stuff just to look good on that particular day. haha..remember? i spend $80 just on the new sets of clothes, make up and accessories.

Our journey started with you fetching me for breakfast with my parents. Although we had to delay the time a bit coz suddenly i run out of gastric medication and with that it also means that i am having an upset stomach.

Due to the unpredictable weather, we decided to park his bike at Jurong and we shall take public transport.

There we go...say bye bye to his beloved bike and tadaa..we took 194 to JBP.

Here we are..JBP!! wohoo!! ;p

I'll let the pictures do the talking..

Superman that menjadi..wahahaha

aww..he wish he could fly

there is always a kid in him

2010-07-20T10:59:00.002+08:00

great life..wonderful day. Wonderful people and ...smile!! :)

2010-07-03T16:19:00.002+08:00

20.06.2010

finally after much waiting and preparations done its the day. Alhamdurillah, things went smoothly. Im so glad that my cousins and aunts were there to help us. It was the 1st most memorable event in the family history. It was just a small occasion yet memorable. The day that almost every family was there..its like a advance hari raya celebration. Haha..

congrats abg!!

2010-05-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

bo hoo....

im tired and lately nt much of happenings happen..more like no life.

the great news, i have GRADUATED!! yeah. Outdoor Adventure life as soon as i am 21 and probably a specific stream to study and research on. Does working for NParks sounds gd? learn abt the nature, trees and creatures..and one fine day my kids will have an expert mum to teach them abt the world. haha

next step was to balance my time. Working 3 shifts in NUH is tiring however this is the only time i am able to juggle with a few more things in life. I still need to save up for studies or just courses. I want to be a better person and my wish is to manage the people, unlike now..i am being manage.

Be somebody..earn it!!

2010-04-20T17:17:00.002+08:00

possessive, obsessive, jealousy..loves to plan ahead and wants things to go as planned. Finds it hard to accept failures and difficult to move on from problems that evolves around. Tend to look at another option when things does not went smoothly.

-khairunnisa-

2010-03-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday was hell of fun!! daddy is back!!
we talk and talk about his experience. Its nice to know that he enjoyed his trip, this is his 1st trip to china after 49 years..

then guess wat?? it was an impromptu idea, he decided to bring us over to JB. Yeah!! go jalan-jalan with daddy. Seizing each and every moments of his free time..we made our way to jb, look for some stuff, shopping and old time favorite - pizza hut.

2010-03-26T23:16:00.001+08:00

i hate this feelings..

2010-03-25T21:43:00.003+08:00

been busy with work and family..a lot of discussion have been going on.
Daddy is away for his company retreat..its time for him to enjoy after 30 years of serving the company. i miss him..w/o him the house seems to be very quiet and well..no one brought the papers for me to read and no one fills up the ash tray ..its empty!! like after 20years of my life..haha

so yeah..entertaining sessions with mummy.

we were in my bro's room and she die die also wants to serve the net. So with her using the lappy then im left with nothing to do. Put on the helmet and started to do stupid stuff and we even snap pictures. Hahaha..

see la..she busy surfing the net

oh oh!! despite the busy time we did manage to meet. Thank you dear coz you make your way here..hehe. Its the 1st time i saw him in UNIFORM!! wohhoo!! he look so much different.

unglam ryte the picture? im still chewing on the food. dat explains y i look like that. humph!! tak glam..

pardon me if i were to say that i am obsessed with him..i dnt knw why but everytime when i see him..he is so cute and chubby, the cheeks!! haha.. i guess i am falling too deep for you

yeah!! uniforms are cool!! hahaha coz im in one too =)

2010-03-21T19:50:00.002+08:00

I have a strong feeling that tonight i wont be able to have a good rest. Tomorrow will be a fresh new working life. New environment, situation and colleagues. I wish and hope that my 1st day will be an experience for me. I don't know why but just can't stop thinking about what is going to happen next in my life.

2010-03-19T00:00:00.006+08:00

besides the normal routine..when everyone is asleep. tadaa...

having fun with the nose strips

and the facial mask *some hw the picture looks gross to me

apparently all this was bought like a month ago..so this is the life of a jobless gal huh.

next stop..after countless of application send i manage to get a job today. Went over for the documentations and health check up..

yes!! two tubes of blood. Ergh..thanks to the doctor that keep on tapping at the particular point. Its 3/4 full with my blood.

2010-03-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

i saw this and i tot it would be nice to share with you..

Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with

your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their

idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely

natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's

why it's called "FALLING" in love.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch

is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies,

instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with

every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the

initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry

subsequent stage. At this point, you and/or your partner might start

asking, "Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of

the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone

else. This is when relationships breakdown.

The key to succeeding in a

Relationship is not finding the right person;

it's learning to love the Person you FOUND. :)

breaking up is not the only solution..always try to talk things out even though it may be hard. at first it may be a little rocky..but as time goes on. They will compromise and give in because they know the fact that in a relationship..we should always learn from mistakes to change for a better future.

2010-03-13T23:07:00.003+08:00

12032010 was the day..

We had a bdae surprise for tina..officially the plan was to slack at vivo. But thinking abt the plan and the movies there..i decided that its time we should just be near to our homes..Eventho at 1st i tot it would be a simple one..but at 1045pm when we all make our way back home. Then i realise how much we really care for each other..we talked, laughed, picture snaps and we even send iqa's mum off..

With in that short period of time, we did say our thoughts and feelings..sharing is caring u knw

the bdae gal enjoying her cake, with the courtesy of nana, haha
our dinner!! yummies!!
somehow if you were to analyse this, u will see why i am the most corner and nana on the other..haha

Happy Birthday to u my dear fren!!

*dnt forget to watch her video from my fb

2010-03-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

dont ask me why? and please stop asking how come..it just happens. I dont want to be bothered, im just gg to move on coz partly i give up..i have learned not to put high hopes. Each time i did, i will end up in the loosing end thus i do not see the point of trying my best anymore. Its here..