i was awake at 9.30 n i realise that i had the weirdest dream ever but i was glad that i knw the fact that i would not be able to feel it in real life but i did in my dream ..thank god.

things are a bit not like how i expected it to be but so far so good..i can still stand strong...


spent the whole day at home. felt so bored and i was alone...even though my 1st bro was there but we did not even talk to each other..did some of the house chores. when mummy reach home frm work she was super tired so we chatted 4 a while then she went to sleep. then at when daddy reach home he ask me if i am nt gg to sch...daddy..i told u more then once that today onwards is m sch holidays. then mummy says that tmrw im gg out so daddy was like "yar..dats all that you know right..go out here n there". i am sorry daddy but my reply was harsh "yar!! as if i am gg to have fun tmrw".

i dnt knw say out but i felt so hurt and lonely. i am gg out to bukit timah tmrw coz there is sch event. so am i gg to have fun under the scorching sun??? well..i leave u n mummy to decide.

y do i wake up late?? coz i dnt see the point of me to wake up early im the morning. NO ONE ..NO ONE will be at home..its just me, myself that the cat. sometimes i guess talking to the cat is better then talking to you both. at least the cat would only scratch me or bite me and i will only get hut physically. but mummy n daddy..ur words hurt my feelings...its deep enough to make me cry n to think that i am a useless daughter after all.