things are a bit hay wire today. i felt so down n depressed, i havnt been having a good sleep since 2 nights ago n i am nt sure y.

guess wat, it did rain heavily today ard 5pm+. like what i have said before i just love the sun n rain very much. When i am sad it rains..n today it was a heavy rain.

last year Ramadhan i was still stuck with him. crying n crying coz he lie and he was attached to her. but this year's Ramadhan i was glaad that i am over him i would nt say that i am totally over him coz i just cried thinking of how much effort n sacrifices i made for you. But i am glad that you are nt meant to be mine. coz i knw my life and your life is a total two different life. U can carry on with ur life as it is...and i would nt even want to bother. GuyS...

thanks for the hearing ear uncle. i did cry and say out what i felt but still there are some things that i do not wish to share with coz i knw i am the kind of person that get paranoid easily n i am a sensitive kid. my emotional n mental is weak...