Dian is coming back soon...yeaps soon. But she will be off by the next day..journey to the top 5 highest mountains in Malaysian. i guess i start to miss her already..had a dream abt her n i hope dat she is doing just fine.

Talking abt dat...i may sound like a les now but NO i am nt..im straight hor kay i still have feelings for guys, i still want to have kids someday...

havent meet Mel for a super long time...longer then i miss Dian. Hope dat she is doing fine, i just miss the old days that we used to have buddy. U were the 1st person to knw abt everything in my life..i still remember u ran up to my class just because i was crying..you were the only 1 that cheer me up when i was down. I never give up on me....im sorry coz most of the times i cnt repay your kindness...
You knw abt what is gg on far before Dian and other trekkers did. You make me laugh when i see u wearing the colourful socks(which looks like catterpilar). U were the one that teach me how to face the reality instead of running away from it. i miss talking crappy stuff with u...having milo n coffee in the morning with u...even running around school with you...

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i dnt knw y but this song is stuck in my head...fyi, im only interested in the first few lines of the song.


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