i understand your situation..i do know that u are busy coz even till now u have a lot of tings pending. i dnt want to disturb u either...i am glad that despite being busy u still have time for me everyday. thank you for that.

Im happy that this yr's Ramadhan things went smoothly..

finally i am able to spend more time with my family. Mummy was happy to see me doing the house chores coz all this while she tot that i totally forget about my responsibilities.

i have time to spend with my gals..iftar with them, even though it was just one day but i can still remember how much fun we had together. i do know that there is still a small barrier btw us but im happy and glad that when we meet up..we put all that aside and have fun.

im glad that this yr i have u my dear to break fast together. i wont be able to meet u everyday or every week but i am glad that every time we meet..i enjoy the time we had together.

what more can i ask for..having my family, frens and u my dear, i have a better life now.

despite all this happiness, im missing him and her.

He went of to leave us for a btter life and he wont be able to be here to celebrate raya with us. At least we all know that he is safe there. He choose that path, we will only support u..i pray for the best bro. i want to see u lead a btter life so i wont stop wat ever you are doing nw. U shld know bttr what is gd and bad for u..im sure mummy and daddy miss u a lot just that they keep it to themselves.

she went of last night..i dnt knw where she is now. We did search for her the whole block..haiz. I miss her a lot. Lately she start to me nicer to me..she will sit and sleep on my lap and even on the bed with me. But i guess..some kids saw her and took her away. coz she is afraid of strangers...so she wont run to follow people. Snowy, i hope that u are doing gd..it was raining cats and dogs last night..i hope that she found a nice and warm place to sleep. i guess we are only fated to take care of her for 2 years only