its almost 12am in the morning. I never felt so bored like this before...tired of surfing the net, bored of playing games and have no more ideas of wat movies to watch online.

its killing me, i want to go out where i can find peace and quiet moments...i may sound emo but i just cant help but to think that having a gd rest nw wld be nice. Gg to start my attachment soon..before that i still have camp and some physical training. Im gg to start with a walk first...then slowly jog.

sometimes its better not to put high hopes...but i just cant help it. i want a better life and future that's y at times i do have high hopes. but when it doesnt happens..it shatters my heart. it makes me think over and over again about the possibilities that i have in life..