im scared. im dealing with people around you,i gt no idea how they look at me and if i am able to impress or at least dnt make a fool out of myself with im infront of them..

im trying to do things that i have never done before and i hope that you will appreciate it.
It may not be as good as it has been..
It may not be the same as what u you used to see and have...
but i promise that i will try my best.

at times i just cant help it...it so boring when u are broke.
i feel as if im stuck and of no control..
i cnt buy what i need and have to ask help from them..
haiz..pay day will u come faster