unspoken words

Im not trying to be boastful here but this shall be a very special post. I am only left with 8 days with you, its very hard to leave you here knowing that i am unable to help you in any ways. I can't accompany u to ur therapist, i cant spend the weekends with you and i cant be there with you to countdown the days that we are both looking forward to.

We started off as a very normal average person..then slowly we start to put in more commitment and effort. Eventho we cannot afford a good one but we bought the same watch together, the green 10dollars watch. It was comfortable..very comfortable or should i say the most unique one. No one..no one had the same as ours. Until one day the the straps went dirty, the battery died and i tried to surprise you with a new and better one. BUT nothing beats the memories we had.

You make the effort to buy takoyaki, coz i was sick and stubborn to take MC. Went back to camp much much earlier then before just to make sure that i had a good dinner for my night shift. Do you realise that you were the one whom made me find pleasure in eating. Bought chocolates, sweets just to make me eat. Now i wish to do the same too. I want to fill ur stomach with good food, with my recipes, with my own effort. BUT i  know nothing taste better then ur lovely mum's cooked food.

I used to question myself and always wonder why you never make the effort to apply leaves on the special occasions such as my bdae, our aniversary. Until one day you make the effort to bring me out on a crazy and wild trip. Yes..to the bird park for our aniversary. Then i realise that its not about the numbers anymore. Just a little give and take. Settle down to celebrate on our off days so that you have more then enough time to plan things out and not rushing to places.

I am very grateful and glad that Allah s.w.t had actually brought someone better into my life..i never regret having you because you tought me to move on for a better person, gain more courage to face the people out there and more importantly having you around always remind me that parents and family comes first.

Thank you for ur time, effort and commitment..cant wait to be into the next chapter of life with you. Moving on to the 3years really means alot and it also comes with more sacrifices. Dear..will you stand by me and go through all this with me..Bismillah, may our journey for the upcoming years be a smooth one.